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[Oct. 24th, 2009|11:32 am] |
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Not going to use lj much anymore. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2009|11:34 am] |
It's rather exciting how an ordinary, unassuming candle can illuminate a lantern and in doing so light up something inside of me as well. Cool.
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[Sep. 29th, 2009|03:00 pm] |
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I was looking through all my old emails and didn't expect to feel so transported. I think I've had many really nice platonic relationships, some of which I didn't treasure or take initiative to sustain. I'm not going to launch into a post where I talk about regrets and reminisce about things in the past. I felt many things as I read through them and I acknowledge that time has passed and events and other people have weaved their way into my heart and mind. Those few minutes have affirmed my belief that when something has had its place in your heart it never really does disappear. It merely shifts in its position of susceptibility of recall. Some part of me misses the relationships I once had with people, and "how things used to be" but then I realize that relationships are dynamic, and change within the relationship and even within oneself doesn't have great bearing on anything, really. So fun to get to know people again. I miss all of you! |
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[Aug. 21st, 2009|09:58 am] |
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I want to be interesting. |
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[Aug. 11th, 2009|12:34 am] |
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You make my day, everyday. |
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| copeland |
[Jul. 30th, 2009|12:58 pm] |
I could leave you well enough alone believing you'd be overcome and gone by grace away, better off than if I stayed. I could leave you, walk away, we'll save it for another day Through all the wars I've come to know it's punches pulled, not towels thrown in
When they come knocking on your heart's door, choose the one who loves you more, oh And when you've found something to die for (it can make you face all your fears) they'll be knocking on your heart's door |
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[Jul. 27th, 2009|09:31 pm] |
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It feels like I've stepped out of a super fast train and I'm watching it whizzing by but I don't feel the wind of its passing. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2009|09:41 am] |
If you want something you have to fight for it. Me too me too, I believe it too.
Fighting has such negative connotations, violence, and what not.
fightShow noun, verb, fought, fight⋅ing. –noun 1. any contest or struggle: to fight for 2. ability, will, or inclination to fight: he had no fight left in him
We're all fighting for something. The question is whether or not its worth it.
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[Jul. 22nd, 2009|10:09 am] |
All You are is all I want
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[Jul. 19th, 2009|08:50 pm] |
I spent 3 hours sitting in front of the comp reading through modules and playing around with my timetable builder. Hopefully I'll be able to get all the mods I want and everything will fall into place. But we live in the real world, and I know better than to believe what I tell myself. Comfortingly, that works both ways. Thank you. I'm glad I met you too.
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[Jul. 13th, 2009|12:49 pm] |
There's got to be more to all this. Everything seems to be shifting. Mindsets, geographical distances, emotional distances. Its a simultaneous attaching detaching process. Its keeping me up and getting me down. And the less it matters, the less it matters.
Why do I still feel like I want more?
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[Jul. 10th, 2009|01:47 pm] |
As long as you're happier than you are sad, things are going fine.
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[Jul. 4th, 2009|11:45 pm] |
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<3 <3 <3 |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2009|10:44 am] |
Growing up is about learning to live with the choices you make. Forgetting, remembering, then forgiving.
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