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[Apr. 2nd, 2010|09:00 pm] |
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Work work work. Strangely comforting at times. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2010|08:59 pm] |
So tired of so many thingsss. I'm kind of sad that today was the last soci tutorial. I believe many people would be outraged at my saying this but, I really quite enjoyed her classes haha.
It's not that I want to give up. It's never about giving up. It's about how much has already been given.
I want you to understand how I feel.
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[Mar. 26th, 2010|11:53 am] |
Hm yeah. I guess you just do what you know is good and true and you needn't care what others think or say or whether they even exist because when it comes doen to the very very end they won't be there anyway. I like what Trina posted about friends. I think it's very very true. The people who support you through and through, and stay with you despite your mistakes are the ones worth staying with despite their mistakes.
Everytime I get down when I hear or realize that people judge or say stupid things about you and me, I imagine to when we really get to send them blank invites with the words IYFF on it. heheheheh
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[Mar. 26th, 2010|01:28 am] |
Things are getting so busy nowadays. I think I've been a very angsty person lately. I don't know why all this old angst is resurfacing and blurring my realities. I give myself good advice, I do. It's just so hard to follow it!
Can't wait for fun o rama. I miss all my friends. I miss being with lots of people who complain and say the words that haven't yet left my own mouth and just chilling like ice cream filling I wish all of you were in school wiv me.
Somehow I always get this feeling of a weird empty space within me that needs to be filled. Then I can sort of shed this negativity and become... I don't know.
I don't know if I ask too much, or if my strain causes you strain. I know its pointless wondering about such silly things but I've always imagined that things would get better and better. I guess I was wrong in that sense because I was looking at indicators which were incorrect ones. I'm still not sure which indicators I should look at, and whether I will ever be able to know, or whether it is even important in the first place but I do know that everyday with you makes it a better day than if were without you.
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[Feb. 22nd, 2010|12:04 pm] |
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Its perfectly okay to trust a single digit minimum number of people. |
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[Feb. 1st, 2010|04:30 pm] |
I wanted to defend myself, and let righteous anger be justified. Implicit was the goal of reinforcing the thought that that people ought to stand up for themselves. Implicit was the hope that we should never give up as something good will come out of it.
The thing about fighting, even in self defense, is that someone’s going to get hurt. Most of the time, the person who gets hurt is the less experienced fighter; the one who had more hope at the start. The thing about fighting is that you don’t always win. You lose. Unfortunately, it’s not only the battle that is lost. You lose energy, friends, bits of your heart, and hope. I am not sure what you would gain if you win.
The thing is, I lost. And I have learnt that fighting is not worth it.
I fought for something I believed in. However, at the end of the day, I lost that as well. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2009|11:32 am] |
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Not going to use lj much anymore. |
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